Being Home

by e.

New Years. What a joke right? Maybe i feel that way because I was not "fortunate enough" to be able to have one this year? Thats right I was non-existent for a whole day. That is possible if you fly towards the Land of Plenty [except for water, I have to go back to the bucket.] from the Land of Excess. I have never really been a HUGE fan of New Years, as it isn't really THAT big of a deal. But I did buy myself a $7.50 bottle of corona, because hey! I am back to where I can.

Waking up this morning was horrible. But I did sleep good because I have a bed!! YAY for MY [yes K, MY] bed! I woke up to the toilet flushing. I smiled and thought, YAY jonathans up!

False: It was not jonathan. That made me oh so sad. 

I guess that I should feel lucky that I have people that mean so much to me, that it hurts that they are not with me. Not everyone has that. ESPECIALLY when 2 of the 3 are in-laws. Not that I call them in-laws. It just sounds so formal and uncaring. Yet that is what we are expected to call them.

Well kids, I am home. It is weird, but I am hoping -slash- counting on the weirdness to go away. I need it to, so that i can function properly.

Scout- enjoy my scarf. I love you. Enjoy the last couple of days of break. Maybe once you start school it will be easier to not have me around.